snippetbymatt

I just told her I like her, and now she's gone(not gone, gone). Am I that powerful? hahaha Well, I am not that proud of myself but I'm always fine with it. Like really, as much as I want her. I just don't beg. It's not my style and I don't even know how to please/court a girl. Which makes me wonder, how did I get a girlfriend before? :) Anyway, 2015 is coming! I have these list; a new year's resolution: I'll try to go to church as often as possible. Maybe be more mature in interacting with people esp. girls. HAHA Mind OVER Emotion thing. I overthink a lot. I'll work harder. I want to finish my Master's Degree as soon as possible to get married. HAHA I'll sleep early like 10:00 PM. Live healthy? Less caffeine and more water. I guess that's it! I am happy with my life right now. What more can I ask for? Ahh there's one thing, I want to learn Nihongo. I got plans , you know? haha

When this song hits me, I listen to it all over and over again. It's a bit sad but inspiring. I really love kids, like dreaming of having one right now. But I also have this in my mind that I'm not yet capable of giving her(I want a girl BTW) a very beautiful life. I love the man you're making me Yeah, every day I'm gonna prove there's nothing I won't do for you Such a great love for his child. OK, I should take up guitar lesson now 'cause I'm gonna write  a song for my future Naleigh Moon.