Pain...go away!
Because it's raining this morning...
It's just that...
if you are getting used to pain,
it is almost impossible to fully feel happiness.
You have that feeling (doubts)
that it won't last long
and be sad again.
But this time,
it hurts more.
Then...
it eats you, it changes you.
Can be a better you
but mostly(myself)
it eats up my self-esteem.
Then...
Fear of investing your feelings
to someone again.
One love story.
Several scars
from multiple wounds
Enclosed and marked in your heart
that may reopen any time.
It's just that...
if you are getting used to pain,
it is almost impossible to fully feel happiness.
You have that feeling (
that it won't last long
and be sad again.
But this time,
it hurts more.
Then...
it eats you, it changes you.
Can be a better you
but mostly
Then...
Fear of investing your feelings
to someone again.
One love story.
Several scars
from multiple wounds
that may reopen any time.
I don't want lessons from you.
I want memories.